If there’s one thing I’ve learned since graduating college, it’s that the post-grad life is a strange mix of feelings, freedom, and uncertainty which is both exciting and overwhelming.
I knew the job market would be tough, but I didn’t expect the weight of feeling stuck, lost, and behind. I see friends being offered their dream jobs, moving to new cities, or confidently following their plans, and while I’m happy for them, it’s so hard not to compare. My journey has looked different— before and after graduating, I spent months sending out what felt like a million applications before landing a part-time marketing role. I love the work, but without the security of a full-time job, I sometimes wonder: Am I doing enough? Am I on the right path? Did I miss some invisible roadmap everyone else seems to have?
The truth is, college didn’t fully prepare me for this transition. I started out as a political science major, thinking I might go to law school, but after the COVID-19 pandemic, my perspective on politics—and the world—shifted. I felt disconnected and decided to explore media instead, switching to public relations. After a couple of internships, I eventually pivoted towards marketing—despite not having formally studied it. Along the way, I’ve learned to adapt, take chances, and redefine success on my own terms. But figuring it out as I go hasn’t been easy.
So, while I’m waiting to land a full-time role in digital marketing, I figured—why not market myself? I don’t have all the answers, but I want to be honest about what it’s like to be in the in-between. The moments of self-doubt, the small wins that keep me going, and the lessons I’m learning as I build my career.
If you’re feeling lost, questioning your purpose, or just trying to make sense of this weird phase of life…You’re not alone.
ZOE KENNEDY 